August 21, 2008

Chintalagraharam ChinnaRao

One day I was on my way to home from a village called chintalagraharam in an auto. It was 5 minutes of my journey.....something blasted. I was bounced and feeling the bumps on the road."Chi......malli tyre puncturu.....mepalekha chasthunna!!One day hike on petrol , the other day vegetables , another day cereal' can we live sir??"Auto driver asked with an uncongenial voice!! He rents the auto for Rs. 300 per day. He betrayed with an atrocious voice. "I roughly save Rs 100-150 per day after all my expenses, which includes the auto rent, he said"!!

"My children study 2nd and 4th in government high school at chintalagraharam. I want them to study well. Today, I need not spend a lot on my children's education because, a sum of Rs.600 per year is enough, which is not high. But, the standard of education is still low at government schools. Look at kerala, they have the higest number of literates at 90.92%, which is a very good figure and more over women in kerala are well employed equally to men with a sex ratio of 1058 females per 1000 males. We should esteem the reforms that kerala governments have taken in the past. I agree that the government in Andhra Pradesh is doing better today with good amendments. Definitely, these measures will yield good crop in few years!!" He explains, replacing the punctured tyre. How do you know all these?? I asked!! "Newspaper sir!! I am a subscriber for a daily and a weekly.I Read newspaper for 2 hours daily. I am an enthusiast to know the happenings in the world. I like the thoughts of the young generation. A small example is Ramu, an 18 year old boy, working as a paperboy distributes newspaper to vepagunta, naiduthota and surrounding areas. Previously he used to work for Eenadu, they pay Rs 5 per paper. Today he shifted to sakshi, which pays him Rs 7. It just seems like a Software Employee changing jobs!! He said, removing the nuts and bolts of the punctured tyre". I was really excited at that moment at his knowledge."

"If i'm not wrong, I still remember the day when our area MLA last visited our village. Our village is into parawada segment. You know ?? I was offered Rs 200 and a bottle of liquor during 2004 elections. I said no, because i will never be sold for money". He is explicable while he feels proud of himself and started our journey." One thing is, I do not encourage the government giving 1 kilogram rice for Rs 2. The reason is, Daily labourers work a lot and throw all their earnings on liquor, as they get the rice for cheap. They get 50 Kg rice for just Rs 100 which is sufficient for a small family for a month. Poor farmers put all their money on fields. During harvest, they expect something more to save. They dump all their on fields and take the crop to the marketyard. There, they get nothing , as the price will be already fixed by the arbitrator's. Ultimately the farmer is the loser. Recently, The government announced loan waiver to the farmers, who doesn't have the ability to pay their loans back to banks. But, this is not a solution for a farmer. Each and every farmer should be guided on methods of growing, he should be educated on each and every crop, he should be well known of the "season-crop" match, ultimately....he should get a good market rate which ends him in profits"

By the time when i reached home, I was in a state of concussion, listening(discussing) all these. He's an Educated human being with immense social knowledge, Respect, Civic sense. He knows well-in-depth about Politics, Education, Health, Employment, Movies. But still striving hard with his livelihood as an auto driver. He's planning to be an owner of a new vehicle by dusshera.Wish....he will!!


August 7, 2008

Signs Of Love???

Its been a wonderfull day and I started from my home with loads of luggage to the waltair station for train no. 2727.It was a bit hot as the fresh humid breeze giving signs ,that summer pertaining to start . I hadn’t expected much different when traveling to Hyderabad, the abode capital of Andhra Pradesh.It was really difficult for me to say bye to my mom with a heavy heart.She's the best...."I love u Mummy"!! My friend chandu was waiting for me at S9,2727.No suspence.....2727 is the "Godavari Express",The jewel of waltair.Here, i should mention about chandu. He's the best among the funniest guys i ever met.cracking the same stupid jokes!!"Many times they are the better, i say stupid one's to keep him down".Chandu presented a gift, Nothing but.....laugh,the ultimate mental relaxation.He's no partial,presents to everyone.Another three charecters enter into " Signs of Love?? ".Definitely i will introduce them as the saga proceeds."What to do,How to kill time?" I asked myself and heard 'pepaar,Books,chains,watterbottles'.Yes, i am a lover of IndiaToday.ordered 'IndiaToday,waterbottle'.No worries about dinner, mom packed my favourites Chapati with keema.Luckily, a different sort of time killing assistance was found, running on the railway platform.Running!!! yes.....they are human beings,happened to be my friends vamsi and manasi.But, dissappointed....they hate heat.Throwed their baggage into AS2-The AC compartment.

I'm thinking about the suspence of the next 12 hours, but chandu on form.I'm not concentrating at his speech."Who is she?" Questioned myself, a beautiful aesthetic beauty in pink made me turned .My heart trembled a bit!! It was a wonderfull day i felt, It was 5.20 listening to the announcement.Got into the compartment, waving my hand to chandu.
There's some jubiliant looks touching me.Not from my back, diagonally sitting to me. Slowly, I was being poisoned by her. The same cologne every girl leaves , I felt!! I'm strong but, loosing my control to her. " sugary thoughts killing me, feeling auspicious , euphoric , admirable god for running good time.....totally, i was blessed!! " Is what i felt at that moment, looking at her!! All these because, I have a great heart to give !! But, I do not know her, atleast I did not talk to her!! I have words but, I'm, my heart was dumb!!All these emotions and intuitions in noice, no one can disturb.....except my love...."MY MOM"!! A heavy vibration from pocket reached my heart. Definitely, its my mom !! said to myself. I was out of that ambiance in a very short frame, it was my mom, telling all the foresight's. I was selfish! I want my mom. !! If my mom wouldn't have called, It would take an overnight to come out of the block. I said no again, started reading India today.I do not know how i'm going to kill the next 12 hours of journey.but i'm relaxed alot, My "sound blaster - the 1000W PMPO" will board the train at Anaparthi.But,It takes 3 hours more to reach anaparti.Between i cant sleep, there's no one to accompany me, no wireless communication - Hutch never follows , no music.But, it should be some thrilling travel ever.Thinking looking at India Today, only looking.....i'm not reading.Then came anakapalli, joined with me a 40 year old.Chained his luggage, wake me up when rajahmundry arrives,Please!!......he asked. I replied Yes !!

I liked her a lot.Some feeling havoured my heart.I Should speak to her, said to myself.She is travelling with 3 other friends.All are casual and funny.Iimmensly liked her.I have the habit of relinquishing equal importance to all my friends.Many feel great and few feel persistent and tainted.But, i have my loved ones to understand me, Is what I always feel. Everytime she's diverting me .She is observing all happenings in S9. She's just smiling and listening to what her friend says.There's some magic in her, I feel. I liked her of her cute looks, beauty and plainness . I felt like a girl who knows her limits, respect, social, and moreover friendly !!

It is Easy to kill the other person with looks.........but i felt its wrong. Moreover, i happened to be a stranger to her.If there's anything I should go and speak to her. At that moment I'm no Dare.So, left for AS2 to have a chat with Vamsi and Manasi at samalkot. Interestingly, they had a big-small fight."Big" seemed to looking at their faces,"Small", because they face walls at a max. of 15 mins. Here comes a time killing person boarding at Anaparthi, "Padala Venkata RamaKrishna Reddy".He looks taller, just like his name. Anyways, the name says it all.He got his berth in S7, i met him and he kept the train under his eye scanner about some beautiful girls as it is the day after telugu new year's day.He never misses, but just tries. So, we had a chat for an hour while having my favourite Chapati-Keema together.At some corner in my heart , there's an incalculable enthusiasm pertaining to gay. I shouldn't miss any chance, i said to myself.To my belief, she went to wash her hands followed by her friends. I dont know i would get a chance so early....but to my blockheadedness i missed the chance. I have done the same thing as she, washed my hands and sat on my bearth like an inarticulate. Reddy left for his compartment,all began to go for rest.I never imagined that i'm going to experience a half-sleep night. I still remember the night....oommph!! great experience! I was planning for different ways to talk to her, looking at her beautiful face in dim light.

It was 6.35 and to my luck, the train is still at Moula-Ali which takes nearly 15-20 mins to reach secunderabad, running late by 30 mins.The train Finally arrived on platform no 10. Reddy and myself were waiting for Mr & Mrs vamsi, the then engaged, now married. It was daylight,when i found her.......I wanted to allow my soul to be eyes deceiving me, when I saw her standing there!! is what i felt at that moment. But, I'm strong.Came out in very few seconds.This time I got another' opportunity to know her mobile number just near to our falt, where she got down from another bus. At that moment i was not strong enough again to hold her, So missed this time, and thats the final time, i've seen her. After that,I tried a few times but i was not lucky enough as before.

I have no hopes on meeting her, but definitely i wanna meet to say "Hi, this is srujan"!! which i wished to say some 17 months ago!! Opportunities were given but not utilised at right times.This is neither infactuation nor Love!!Its Just a feeling when my heart trembled. I was never disappointed, never let down myself..........i Felt its an experience, an experience of joy, an experience every one will feel atleast once in a life time, an experience one should remember all your life, an experience you share with your loved ones, an experience i felt i should share with you!! Still, I have my great heart for her !!

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