August 7, 2008

Signs Of Love???

Its been a wonderfull day and I started from my home with loads of luggage to the waltair station for train no. 2727.It was a bit hot as the fresh humid breeze giving signs ,that summer pertaining to start . I hadn’t expected much different when traveling to Hyderabad, the abode capital of Andhra Pradesh.It was really difficult for me to say bye to my mom with a heavy heart.She's the best...."I love u Mummy"!! My friend chandu was waiting for me at S9,2727.No suspence.....2727 is the "Godavari Express",The jewel of waltair.Here, i should mention about chandu. He's the best among the funniest guys i ever met.cracking the same stupid jokes!!"Many times they are the better, i say stupid one's to keep him down".Chandu presented a gift, Nothing but.....laugh,the ultimate mental relaxation.He's no partial,presents to everyone.Another three charecters enter into " Signs of Love?? ".Definitely i will introduce them as the saga proceeds."What to do,How to kill time?" I asked myself and heard 'pepaar,Books,chains,watterbottles'.Yes, i am a lover of IndiaToday.ordered 'IndiaToday,waterbottle'.No worries about dinner, mom packed my favourites Chapati with keema.Luckily, a different sort of time killing assistance was found, running on the railway platform.Running!!! yes.....they are human beings,happened to be my friends vamsi and manasi.But, dissappointed....they hate heat.Throwed their baggage into AS2-The AC compartment.

I'm thinking about the suspence of the next 12 hours, but chandu on form.I'm not concentrating at his speech."Who is she?" Questioned myself, a beautiful aesthetic beauty in pink made me turned .My heart trembled a bit!! It was a wonderfull day i felt, It was 5.20 listening to the announcement.Got into the compartment, waving my hand to chandu.
There's some jubiliant looks touching me.Not from my back, diagonally sitting to me. Slowly, I was being poisoned by her. The same cologne every girl leaves , I felt!! I'm strong but, loosing my control to her. " sugary thoughts killing me, feeling auspicious , euphoric , admirable god for running good time.....totally, i was blessed!! " Is what i felt at that moment, looking at her!! All these because, I have a great heart to give !! But, I do not know her, atleast I did not talk to her!! I have words but, I'm dumb......no, my heart was dumb!!All these emotions and intuitions in noice, no one can disturb.....except my love...."MY MOM"!! A heavy vibration from pocket reached my heart. Definitely, its my mom !! said to myself. I was out of that ambiance in a very short frame, it was my mom, telling all the foresight's. I was selfish! I want my mom. !! If my mom wouldn't have called, It would take an overnight to come out of the block. I said no again, started reading India today.I do not know how i'm going to kill the next 12 hours of journey.but i'm relaxed alot, My "sound blaster - the 1000W PMPO" will board the train at Anaparthi.But,It takes 3 hours more to reach anaparti.Between i cant sleep, there's no one to accompany me, no wireless communication - Hutch never follows , no music.But, it should be some thrilling travel ever.Thinking looking at India Today, only looking.....i'm not reading.Then came anakapalli, joined with me a 40 year old.Chained his luggage, wake me up when rajahmundry arrives,Please!!......he asked. I replied Yes !!

I liked her a lot.Some feeling havoured my heart.I Should speak to her, said to myself.She is travelling with 3 other friends.All are casual and funny.Iimmensly liked her.I have the habit of relinquishing equal importance to all my friends.Many feel great and few feel persistent and tainted.But, i have my loved ones to understand me, Is what I always feel. Everytime she's diverting me .She is observing all happenings in S9. She's just smiling and listening to what her friend says.There's some magic in her, I feel. I liked her of her cute looks, beauty and plainness . I felt like a girl who knows her limits, respect, social, and moreover friendly !!

It is Easy to kill the other person with looks.........but i felt its wrong. Moreover, i happened to be a stranger to her.If there's anything I should go and speak to her. At that moment I'm no Dare.So, left for AS2 to have a chat with Vamsi and Manasi at samalkot. Interestingly, they had a big-small fight."Big" seemed to looking at their faces,"Small", because they face walls at a max. of 15 mins. Here comes a time killing person boarding at Anaparthi, "Padala Venkata RamaKrishna Reddy".He looks taller, just like his name. Anyways, the name says it all.He got his berth in S7, i met him and he kept the train under his eye scanner about some beautiful girls as it is the day after telugu new year's day.He never misses, but just tries. So, we had a chat for an hour while having my favourite Chapati-Keema together.At some corner in my heart , there's an incalculable enthusiasm pertaining to gay. I shouldn't miss any chance, i said to myself.To my belief, she went to wash her hands followed by her friends. I dont know i would get a chance so early....but to my blockheadedness i missed the chance. I have done the same thing as she, washed my hands and sat on my bearth like an inarticulate. Reddy left for his compartment,all began to go for rest.I never imagined that i'm going to experience a half-sleep night. I still remember the night....oommph!! great experience! I was planning for different ways to talk to her, looking at her beautiful face in dim light.

It was 6.35 and to my luck, the train is still at Moula-Ali which takes nearly 15-20 mins to reach secunderabad, running late by 30 mins.The train Finally arrived on platform no 10. Reddy and myself were waiting for Mr & Mrs vamsi, the then engaged, now married. It was daylight,when i found her.......I wanted to allow my soul to be touched.........my eyes deceiving me, when I saw her standing there!! is what i felt at that moment. But, I'm strong.Came out in very few seconds.This time I got another' opportunity to know her mobile number just near to our falt, where she got down from another bus. At that moment i was not strong enough again to hold her, So missed this time, and thats the final time, i've seen her. After that,I tried a few times but i was not lucky enough as before.

I have no hopes on meeting her, but definitely i wanna meet to say "Hi, this is srujan"!! which i wished to say some 17 months ago!! Opportunities were given but not utilised at right times.This is neither infactuation nor Love!!Its Just a feeling when my heart trembled. I was never disappointed, never let down myself..........i Felt its an experience, an experience of joy, an experience every one will feel atleast once in a life time, an experience one should remember all your life, an experience you share with your loved ones, an experience i felt i should share with you!! Still, I have my great heart for her !!

Thanks for sharing,
Regards,
Srujan.

14 comments:

don said...

paper meeda baagane express chesaaru.. ide pani appudu aa ammai tho direct gaa chesi unte ee roju ilaa blog raase avasaram undedi kaadu gaa... parledu lendi. " signs of love " will be useful for dumb guys like.. enduku le.. anyways.. good job srujan.. inthakante over gaa raasthe comedy avuthadi.. kaani naaku nijam gaa nachindi... ardham kaakapoyina.. mee feelings ardhamayyayi... i wish that this should be the lasst blog of its kind from you!!!!

Vamsi Krishna said...

Orey .... baga kastapadavu.......... mmm... koncham touch chesavu kuda.....mothaniki nee loni kavi bayata padadu..... I rate u 9/10

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Jaszalcatraz said...

Cmon....write more!! We're waiting. What happens next??

balaji ambati said...

hi ra, chala bagundhi

lathakrishna said...

Really i didnt expect this much from u and ofcourse my feeling when i read this blog "oh!what is going to happen next". And also i wish u should get that "pretty angel" so that u could say "hi! this is srujan".keep it up, u could be a good writer, all the best!

A trip to GOA said...

"neeku writer gaa manchi bhavishyathu vundi ayya"...keep the ball rolling:-)

sailu said...

chala baga rasavu inka chadavali ani undhi .good keep writing chudham inka neelo entha srujanathmakatha undho.

sailu said...

inka blogs pettu, nice very interesting and ur thoughts are good.Human relations gurinchi bagane rasavu i liked it

ANIL DWARAPUDI said...

Blog chala baga rasavu srujan.Good inka ekkuvu posts pettu.

Jaszalcatraz said...

By the way dude.....who is this chick??

johnny said...

orey exam lo answer sheet eppudu sarega rayaledu kane blog lo kummav,
orey naku konne vandala stories unnay rasi pettu

Ramesh said...

Terrific & interesting keep going and post more ..

Which are more heart touching &

means to think more about that

I wish u get sweet & eye - catching girl like that

This time don't miss that change

good luck and all the best

Madhu said...

Hey Srujan..!! Thats a good one..! Nijanga..chala bagundi.. i mean nee feelings chala baaga express chesaav.. Keep it up..!! inka inka ilanti blogs rasthu undu..

Good work..! All the best..!